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be kind, life is a mirror | edtwt mom and student retiring from a 10-year bulimia career. ˖

[Gracie @gracieee23_1]

i know ive lost weight but when im out i still feel huge i need help and moots!!

sw -> 80kg cw-> 53.8kg

#moots #edtwt #mia

[Empty @empylov]

76kg vs 56kg

[bea @celestialxvoid]

i'm back

[j♡ ̆̈ •. @reidrexia]

all i do is think about food. buying food, making food, how much food, what type of food, when to eat food, it’s just food food food and i hate myself for it so much

[bea @celestialxvoid]

just wondering if e-cigarettes raise blood sugar levels?

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized can I ask you, where are you from? if you don't want to share it's okay for me too. i live in poland, not so chaotic, looking for some places to travel, haha

[bea @celestialxvoid]

I put so much effort into being this active, fun, educated mom, riding my bike, staying active, always on the move and then I end up relieving all that stress with buns and carbs. It’s a never-ending cycle.

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized organic popssss 🏹

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized prayer works for the mind and the soul! lately I've been in church a lot but then i got myself into thinking a lot about a priest (this could happen only to me) 🫠 so I'm feeling disappointed in myself. Everywhere I go, I get more troubles

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized by the way how do you relax and enjoy yourself? trying to find new ways and yes, i'm asking for help

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized i wish i could feel this way! hoping it will always get just the way you dream and plan it!🦢

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@dollsiized thank you so much for noticing me! the second class was absolutely crazy,we headed out, and it ended with us getting caught in a massive downpour in the middle of the forest. but I felt like a kid again and just kept pedalling as fast as I could! highly recommend, so much fun🐸

[bea @celestialxvoid]

The only thing I can do for myself today is doing 2 spin classes, and one of them is super extreme

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@ElixExotic she looks so 2015?!🦋

[bea @celestialxvoid]

This is insane, but I can literally lose 5lbs of water in one day. I'm going to finish it off with a sauna

[bea @celestialxvoid]

Once I lose all the weight I'm getting Hailey Bieber brown hair color and a pixie cut

[bea @celestialxvoid]

I binged on buns and a half of bread so I'm suffering and I'm going to suffer, shit, gluttonous bitch

[bea @celestialxvoid]

@JLoLegend69 i really loved that era of her, so glittery, so girly, sexy, the long hair, the idol (correct me if i'm wrong), so many guess photoshoots. 💥