one of the hardest things for me to do is surrender people/relationships to the Lord because of fear I may never get them back. But regardless of my fleshly emotions, I trust that God knows what he’s doing and he will have purpose for the pain I feel in losing these people.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
Proverbs 3:5-6
sometimes God will withhold that thing you’ve been praying for because you’re not yet prepared for it. trust His timing and preparation, even when you don’t understand.