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18 | such beautiful dignity in self-abuse ౨ৎ

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I could try to pull an all nighter but i haven’t been good at those since I turned like 15 so I will probably end up falling asleep at 10

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My sleep schedule is ruining my life. I’ve been trying to get myself to sleep since half three but it’s seven now and I’m still awake. My grandmas is visiting today & I think she and my mother planned to do something but I will be to tired to wake up at a reasonable time

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My dad is leaving for work which means I can binge this is dangerous…

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@guiltygh0st One of the best snacks ever!!

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Anyone else but I dread having to meet her again. I just wanna crawl into a hole and never ever have to come out or do anything

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Starting school again in a month is causing me so much anxiety I’ve been dreading it before I even left for the summer. I’m really stupid, my French is awful beyond help, I don’t do well with essays and I have to write a dissertation (actually kill me) and everything social

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And she constantly complains that people don’t communicate enough but the few times I tried I got shot down really hard and it made me just wanna go home and cry because I can’t tell her anything but I can’t stop loving her and when she makes me happy she makes me more happy than

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I restrict for one day and then I expect to have lost minimum 10kg in the morning…

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@lunasiies Wait that’s soo cute!!

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Ignore how uncanny this is and it also doesn’t look close enough like me but I’m going crazy I can’t stand to look at my face is so chubby and uneven

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@springflingana I joined in 2021 and continued being active 2022-24 ish and the switch to now is soo noticeable. Some people used to complain about others not being pro but when they clearly were looking back. Sometimes I miss it because it was much more competitive and triggering

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I’m craving chapstick but I don’t think I have any flavoured ones?? I still think about one that I had years ago please I need it now!! It was so good

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I just randomly remember a ytuber who used to record her binges in 2022 I think, I need to find her again

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@bbyangelialuv I know the day is ruined when I feel the urge to eat at 6 when I haven’t slept all night

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I don’t mean to be pro a and I will always always be pro recovery!! But SOME post where someone dumps all their negative side effects due to their ed when someone else romanticizes their ed or brings up a “positive” comes across more invalidating than than trying to help to me

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@liljedoft Absolutely!! It’s looks so much better