im not gonna keep myself acquainted to the people of my past, it may sound rude but I will choose what I think is best for me. The friends I have right now may not be as jolly as the friends I have before but I'm sure that this friendship will
create a big impact on me. this phase of my life, may not be my happiest but one thing is for sure and what I really think is important is that I'm having a lot of fun encountering different situations and it helps me shape myself to who I really want to be and
despite the crying, self harm, self blame, suicidal thoughts, pain, internal scream, isolation, depression, anxiety, overthinking- here i am, giving the love I owe to my self, still believes that everything will be okay and will always hold onto that belief.