@ahdebee I just can't imagine someone being relevant and engaging enough to keep this up. Like that's a month of rent and FEW bills.. if it ain't at least 25 more of these, you still need a day job.
I genuinely fell for someone when I wasn't searching for love, I was searching for peace. I was searching for myself and found a friend who became the love of my life. Sometimes you need to focus on growing yourself and you'll run into what's destined for you.