I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways. Maybe not an easy life. But through protection,provision, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
Hardest pill I had to swallow was folks don't fwm like I fw them. I'm one of the most genuine people you will meet. I'll literally pull out an umbrella to keep somebody dry while I'm standing in the rain & im not even talking about the weather
Getting yo shit together requires a deep level of honesty with yourself, you gotta be able to look at yourself in the mirror & be willing to accept flaws & behavior that's not allowing you to grow , self evaluation is difficult but it's extremely necessary.