it genuinely makes me sick anytime I think really hard about the life I’ve missed out on. how my entire life is forever warped by a disability I didn’t choose to have. every other minority group is at least the same as others on the inside. I’m not. my very being is alien
sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn’t autistic, there’s so many things I missed out on because my “peers” growing up treated me as below them and lesser and incapable of normal friendship… there’s so many supposedly normal things I just don’t understand
to the mutuals who keep showing up, liking random posts and leaving little replies: you make this app feel a lot less lonely. genuinely glad you're here
memetic warfare is real and people have let rich pedophiles manipulate them into having no sense of empathy or justice for the sake of le epic edgy joke
The autistic experience of feeling okay about things and then occasionally being hit with a wave of soul crushing frustration about feeling like everyone else knows how to communicate and you’ve been left out. Feeling like you’re destined to be left behind forever..
being autistic is so embarrassing like i really want to have a lot of friends and talk to them daily but no one talks to me first and i don't talk to people either because unless they do it first i just automatically assume that my presense is unwanted