I’m too scared to admit anything serious like no I wasn’t going to do an impulse suicide and no I totally didn’t cover my wrist in cuts just to feel something
+ ignoring my friends & getting mad at them………… I REALLY suspect bpd but I literally haven’t gotten the chance to talk to my therapist about it ugh
I know I’m cooked when I feel like I need to be more outstanding and get more friends/talk to random people, impulse buying, and searching for pleasure in just any way possible