I physically cant get over that despite Ruby knowing that it’s a dream and Iske said rudbeckia instead of Ruby like her Iske does her first instinct the moment she heard his voice calling her name was to go to his side and call him out. She loves him so much he’s her safe space😭
The angst this chapter was both so heart wrenching and hot. Rubiske both loved each other even in their first timeline so much and they both hurting so much because they felt so helpless 😭💔
“you’re the one who keeps lying obsessively. what on earth are you doing, fooling yourself into believing things you don’t even feel?”
“i told you. i have never once wanted you.”
Iske in 1st TL is so pathetically in love with Ruby oh my god my heart 😭😭
R: “ I decided not to lie to you, isek.. you can really trust him.”
I: “ then does he know about the things you’ve suffered.. at the hand of that bastard??”
Isek is really asking the tough questions because if Enzo did nothing and knew he’s definitely on his list 😮💨😮💨😮💨
“young lady is apologizing to me? what made you have a sudden change of heart? Or are you plotting something again?”
Freya came, to apologise to Ruby, Iske and Ellen, but Ruby doesn't trust her anymore after everything she committed. i wouldn't be able as well..
I’ll be honest while I do wish for Freya’s sincere apology and character development Iske, ellen and especially Ruby own her nothing!They are in no way obligated to accept her apology or accept her back as friend after everything she did. Actually I want her away from the omertas
“Ruby, do you think an apology is enough? i don’t think an apology is enough. Freya did things that could’ve cost you your life.”
Ruby told Iske that Freya came to apologise but Iske seems to not agree with it since Freya has done so many things to her, which is i agree.