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very inactive sadly but i complain a lot when i’m here @ltheshitieat

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found old ass instagram posts and god i’d do anything to get this body back

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stepped on a scale yesterday

[cassie 🧃🧃 @thepinkhour]

"listen to your body" my body wants to die bro

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just threw up my dinner and GOD i’ve missed this euphoric terrible feeling

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but whatevrg

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i don’t think i’ve ever been as depressed as the last few weeks

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feeling so depressed lately, can’t sleep most nights n big urge to relapse again

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i haven’t stepped on a scale in months and i kind of want to but i know if i do it i would FULL on spiral

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like if you don’t go to therapy or in-patient or anything because it cannot be my reality that every time something goes wrong it’s still my first thought to starve myself

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small question does it EVER get better

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hello i’m back once again

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@angelsabsence waist/ stomach makes me crash out every time

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unfortunately me liking a guy will always end up in me starving myself again💗

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chat ist es unschlau mit nem typen mit dem ich erst ein richtiges date hatte sponti nach berlin zu fahren?

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@amandelmelk444 well i could’ve told u that before

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@MyStinkySpliff i mean ur bp is great

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@poorlittlerose this is such bullshit i am actually loosing my mind

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@amandelmelk444 miss ma‘am i think SHE would scream into a pillow if she saw that you got even prettier

[daily thinspo @dylbambi222]

-10kg in april

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nightshift at the hospital is an ed NIGHTMARE why are there so many sweets and snacks????