Biggest reason why as much as I want to be a server, I can't, is because I honestly cannot fathom pretending like I care about people's issues. Maybe it's the autism speaking or maybe I'm just a b*tch.
Although I'm ok with being single, i can't wait to actually meet someone who's actually interested in me. The constant crave of wanting to talk, asking about my day, my feelings, sharing laughter & being heard is so rare nowadays. Nobody communicates anymore. Real is Rare.
Trying to get out and date feels like pulling teeth. I stopped learning how to talk to other humans these past few years and it shows. Plenty of people want casual sex and that's all good for you, just not with my neuro spicy ass. Where's the genuine connections?
Me randomly pulling Honto no jibun and Kokoro no Tamago from the depths of my memory for karaoke the other day, then BAM! this post... I've got my eye on you big brother.
I think my biggest neurodivergent tell is that I'm visibly uncomfortable during small talk, yet totally at peace when someone starts oversharing the weirdest shii I've ever heard.
“We generated millions in pure profit by making the standard service worse” is literally the slogan of the last 2 decades for every commodity in the country.