chantel

artist #pothead #respect #carver follow me on instagram @chantel22

[chantel @chantel_022]

good God when I see inventions all I hear is me me me from them how there effected and why it bothers them like this is my life my choice my money how your feeling is up to you cuz I'm changing on my time my life not yours...you Wana feel in control, control your self.

[chantel @chantel_022]

if you think fear is a form of respect your wrong its form of disrespect quite opposite ..

[chantel @chantel_022]

you cant fucking hide in the snow... ima find you...

[chantel @chantel_022]

I came from his nut sack that trumps you chosen child... me arguing with the God child

[chantel @chantel_022]

Hunting saved my life when I was 18 I would've gave up, but it brought me back and I'm still here..

[chantel @chantel_022]

I always kinda thought no cared about me and that select few would be at my funeral and genuinely be sad but thinking is better than knowing since everyones back is already turned and Im not under yet

[chantel @chantel_022]

I went thru my death delirium it was as comforting as it was terrifying but I know 1 thing for shure I won't lay down and die even for a hallucination my health is in shambles wich not unusual to me I never lucked out that way

[chantel @chantel_022]

I'd rather die then abide I resent the idea of someone else controlling my life...

[chantel @chantel_022]

You are my beam of sunshine in my abyss, my breath of life.

[chantel @chantel_022]

Some ppl ask why I didn't say anything when I was constantly being stalked by that cop. Well three other girls spoke up and alls that happened was his transfer for him to work at another town they don't care justice is a joke

[chantel @chantel_022]

They can ridcule me and insinuate all they want but they don't know me or what I'm going thru

[chantel @chantel_022]

Why didn't you just let the snipers shoot me in the head..it would of bin less painfull then when you open your big mouth and tell everyone

[chantel @chantel_022]

When shit goes down, you get to see how fast ppl will drop you..

[chantel @chantel_022]

When you start popping off bullets and the swat shows up oof my bad

[chantel @chantel_022]

I'm the doom in the room, and the lighting cloud that covers you, some ppl have to learn how to be safe.

[chantel @chantel_022]

I don't measure my friends in lengths of time, I consider them the way they considered me and I'm grateful for every lil moment we spent

[chantel @chantel_022]

I don't ask for attention, I simply receive it

[chantel @chantel_022]

I've been protected until was 22 from
A police officer that stalked me and he found my house 2 times 4 of my male friends were there to hide me in thier closet becuause the he was always looking for me my good friends one of there bodies were found 3 days ago fuckin sad

[chantel @chantel_022]

Aging means loss they jus keep disapearing

[chantel @chantel_022]

I'll mask my self in my devastation, then destroy what ever I have to...