sometimes i just like to sit on my bedroom floor curled up in a ball and cry listening to slipping through my fingers with my eyes closed whilst i make up imaginary happy memories in my head of me and my mum actually having a nice time together 😊
me being like i’m just not gonna care abt the test and then i won’t stress myself out except im about to explode from the level of stress i have got myself to rn
telling me i’m useless and no other job will want me bc i finished an hour or 2 earlier when everyone else there has had months of sick days and i’ve had maybe 2 weeks from my whole 3 years here combined, 2 of those years i wasn’t even paid sooo
literally 22 next week and i’m sat here crying my eyes out bc i came home ill and HOUR early bc i had a fever & felt like i was gonna throw up & pass out simultaneously but i’m dreading my parents getting home bc the conversation last time i was ill was horrific