i’ll be— fine-
( he shivered a little, but tugarin seemed to have other ideas. the husky pawed at alyosha’s lap, then ran around to nudge mitya towards him. )
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀then i’ll stay.
( he walks over taking a seat as the hand of his cape help rubs his body to warm him…he didn’t dress for this outing. )
i wasn’t … hiding— i really was feeding him .. see—?
( he didn’t move from where he was sat in the snow, just gesturing over to the remains of what had formerly been his companion’s food . )
hey— not the coat pup-
( but just as he lifted his head, a voice came from behind him and he immediately turned his head … only to see exactly who he’d ran from. )
… mitya—
… am i a coward, tugarin ..? how hard was it really to say i just wanted to kiss him..?
( he muttered to his companion, head leant against a tree as he sighed, annoyed more at himself than anything …. clueless to the hidden figure nearby. )
( once he’d left he moved quickly through the snowy terrain to exactly the place mitya expected, hunkering down in the snow … his luck seemed good today though, and before long tugarin was sat next to him happily eating the fresh caught meat . )
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀(and of course waiting a moment, giving him enough of a headstart mitya started to follow him, knowing well enough his usual place to hunt )
wh— i have to go hunt fresh rabbit for his meal—
( truly any excuse to escape— but mitya saw right through him as he stumbled back from the hand grabbing the back of his coat )
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀Tugarin always gets fed on a strict feeding schedule that you don’t break..don’t lie to me.
( the cape grabs onto him pulling him back as mitya sits with his arms crossed. )
i— uh …
( feelings were scary … and so he did what he does best— avoiding them as he returned the papers to the table and got up )
i have to go feed tugarin— ill be back—
um … i just … wanted to—
( his words were mumbled, almost a whisper. he was not at all used to voicing any of his feelings but after what he did.. he had to . )
partly to stop you getting your research back—
( he paused, cheeks warm after realising what he’d done … but also looking away to try and hide it . )
and partly because … uhm …