At some point you reach a level of spiritual maturity where you aren’t phased by the fear of losing people along the journey. Others will say you’ve changed, you’re cold or you’ve stopped caring. When actually you care way more, you’re just done carrying people.
When you are sensitive to energy you have to train your frequency. Otherwise you will constantly be bombarded by feeling what everyone else around you is feeling. And that’s no way to live.
There are people who genuinely want to support you and see you do well because they believe you are here to inspire others. People who don’t have an agenda, don’t act entitled to your energy and who aren’t interested in what they can get from you. Find those ones.
We are all human, make mistakes and have bad days. But don’t ever trivialize pattern recognition. When someone shows you their patterns remember those are hard wired. Meaningful change requires self awareness, accountability and sustained effort on their part.
The reason they say when the student is ready the teacher will appear, is because once you develop your indwelling light to a certain intensity, brilliance and vibratory rate you “light up” in the inner planes to true master teachers.
This is why I say true divine union is always within and is not really about someone outside of you.
For me, I belong to and am at home with the Beloved. Everyone else is a companion on that path.
As the Sufis say, remember the one to who you belong until you forget yourself.