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Aroha 💜 astro. Veterinary Medicine. 🇮🇹

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Kapoy

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Where is the person I used to be?

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I just want you to be with me all the time coz i feel so lonely

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I hope mama is here to listen and hug me

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I just want you to help me

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Nobody will ever understand this feeling.

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Hanggang kelan ako ganito

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Binnie.. 🥺 how I wish you were still alive and just hiding from everyone. Hayyyyy... i miss astro. I miss OT6. I miss you binnie..

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Kaya ko sinasabi sayo kasi nakita ko. Palagi mo nalang iniinvalidate lahat ng napapansin ko. Baliw ba ko na ako lang nakakakita ng napapansin ko sa bata? Bored lang daw ako. Hehe sige.

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And with that.. my career will be on pause for now. 🥲

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Gets ko naman na may okasyon. Pero may 5 month old baby ako na natutulog :( kawawa naman siya na napapangiwi sa lakas ng speaker ng bro in law ko. Haaaayyy. Yung speaker pa naman pang party2 talaga

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Its so amazing how my bp went back to normal after releasing all my stress, worries and hurt feelings.

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You cant control me so you choose to go against me. Too bad I'm not a people pleaser anymore. Tagal kong binuild ang personality and boundaries na to. Hindi ito basta magigiba kahit pa nanay at tatay ko kayo.

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Dito nalang ako magrarant pala. Ayoko na sa threads. Nababasa ng iba hahahahahaahah

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Suddenly miss the taste of cigarette. Pero miss ko lang. Will never try to smoke again lalo na now. Haha

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The moment i stopped responding, it means war. Cold war. Brace yourself sa nakakabinging katahimikan from me.

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It's been 9 years.. pero araw araw ko pa ring hinohope na sana nandito ka. Nandito ka lang sa tabi ko..

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My little one is so clingy this past few days. Gustong gusto ko siya rin ka hug pero nakakapagod at nakaka drain. Lalo at hindi naman siya magaan. Haha

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Postpartum preeclampsia happened a day after I posted this. Hehe

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Cant believe that we're slowly getting all the things we once only planned and imagined. Grabe si Lord. Sobrang blessed and grateful.

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Its been a while..