Maybe in another version of their lives, they worked out.
Maybe they met a few years later. Maybe the timing was kinder. Maybe they were too.
Because the truth was, they didn't lose each other because love disappeared.
They lost each other while they were still in love.
And that's what made it hurt for so long.🥀
#aukoto
i always wanted to die, but deep down in my heart, i still want to know if i can be happy in my life, if i can married to the one i love and having a family that i always dreamed off
"kasi kung noon ka nagpapanggap, ibig sabihin hindi totoo lahat ng pinagsamahan natin… lahat ng naramdaman natin."
"hindi mo maloloko sarili mo na gigising ka na lang isang araw at magde-decide na hindi nangyari lahat ng 'yon"
"hindi ko sinasabing hindi nangyari ’yon, gio"
"pero 'yon ang pinapakita mo sa'kin. 'yon yung pinaparamdam mo sakin"
"umiiwas ka, ayaw mo makipag-usap kapag hindi trabaho"
"iniwan mo na lang ako basta"
those lines… they dont just hit, they ache.
it hurts because it doesnt feel distant. it feels familiar. too familiar.
it's not just a scene you watch, it's something you sit with. because in a way, it echoes what a lot of us are quietly feeling rn. the shift, the distance, the silence that says more than words ever could. the confusion of holding on to something that once felt real, while everything in the present starts to contradict it.
... and that's what makes it heavier. it forces you to confront the possibility that maybe nothing was ever clearly defined, yet everything felt real anyway. that maybe the connection was genuine, but not enough to be sustained. that maybe what was once mutual slowly became one-sided, without anyone ever saying it out loud.
it leaves you in that in-between space. not fully holding on, but not fully letting go either. just trying to make sense of what changed, when it changed, and if it was ever yours to begin with.
no wonder it feels so heavy. because it doesnt just tell a story, it mirrors a kind of heartbreak that doesnt come with closure. just silence, distance, and the realization that something you believed in is no longer being met the same way.
GIOLUNA BROKEN PROMISES
#TheSecretsofHotel88
pa, datang ke mimpiku yaa malam ini, chuling mau peluk papa, mau cium papa, mau bilang makasih untuk selama ini. kalau bisa, ajak chuling sekalian ke sana ya.. i want to be with you...