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19 / any prns / non edtwt DNI !! 15+ !

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anyways, say a gorgeous girl today and I've never wanted to be like someone THIS bad, she was stunning

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atp I'd sell my soul for 5€

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bro I seriously need a sugar daddy or else I'm gonna have to live off of instant noodles for the next 3 months

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went to the river yesterday <3

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I'm at the verge of a breakdown, I have to pay off my dad's fucking debt and its so fucking much, I don't even have 20€ left to buy food, I'm gonna kms I hate it here

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@diorblogging ne, noch nicht :/

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if you're reading this take a deep breath & relax your damn jaw.

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❌️ 53.5/22/7/19

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this month I will be loosing the weight I put on while being in the clinic

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I was in recovery for 2 month and was able to get my metabolism up again, now guess who dropped 2kg in 2days

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sup gays im back

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I hope I can be more active from now on 💀

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I need to get back on track asap which is way more difficult since I'm in a clinic where they track your intake.. going to be more active from now on and try burning off majority of the cals

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been having a lot of binge urges lately and have binged way more often this past week than I have in the last month ://

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my bf randomly blurting out she has an ed and didn't eat anything the past few days while I'm in recovery, nice 😀

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tw // sa

today I talked with my therapist about me being sa and they told me about how its highly linked to my ed because of a transfer, yup I'll be crying myself to sleep tonight

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ramadan kareem to all my muslim moots! 💗

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going inpatient next week, let's hope I don't gain any weight

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@LIXCLS I do ! how are you ??

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now WHAT THE FUCK happened here ???? omg

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I'm stuck in quarantine and the worst part is my family puts the snacks in MY room to keep them hidden so they won't be eaten all at once so obv I'm more prone to snacking so now I need to find a different place for them cause I need to loose weight and not gain