chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE

i draw maybe ☆ he/him ☆ 20 ☆ eng/esp ok ☆ ∞ ♿ ☆ vocaloid & henshin hero fan ☆ rt heavy ☆ ‼ suggestiveish??????? ‼

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

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[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

I PROMISE IM NOT WASHED IM NOT WASHED IM

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

guy who hasn't finished a drawing since 2024: i should join art fight this year 🤤

(anyways here's my first attack)

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

art fight is ssosowosofucking scary

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

poor girl we gotta go bald

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

deadass couldn't log into this account for a hot second

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

a little lost in translation

[Catsuka @catsuka]

"Walks", a workshop with James Baxter.
45 min video >> https://t.co/6U0KllKDBc

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

@sapphilliamoric but i like your hair....

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

oh hey i can see my blocklist for the first time in forever im gonna like. just sit here and click unblock until i get rate limited

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

there's artists i can stare at the work of all fuckinf day without getting bored. i want to graduate from being boring, for my own sake. i want to be one of my own favorite artists because what's the point of creating if im too scared to make shit i Love instead of like

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i don't think every drawing needs to be a masterpiece or Good i know im allowed to draw for fun and not think too hard about it but im unfortunately a little caught up on it and stuck going Damn i wish i could just lock in

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

sketching forever is Fun and it helps me a lot but it kind of does something to me mentally to look at everything i haven't deleted this year and see Nothing complete, nothing i'm very proud of

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i need to Allow myself to make stuff that isn't very good but complete. i need to Allow myself to make stuff that's simple or silly or mundane and still Allow it to reach a state of completion. everything stopping me from finishing anything is psychological atp

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i've been thinking a lot about. Drawing. thinking a lot about how it's not very compatible with my #career and how i have less and less time for it both working full time and a full time student but i hate the idea of giving up on it

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

-to complete anything worthwhile
i want to make a drawing where im Trying and not abandon it 🤔 every time i try very hard i get scared or frustrated and it ends up more unfinished than my mindless doodles
i need to let myself make stuff

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i want to re-evaluate my "process" a bit and see if i can do Complete drawings separate from the type of mindless doodling i'm used to
if i'm in the mindset of drawing for Me the stakes fall to zero and i don't try very hard, i need to think about drawing differently if i intend-

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

no matter how much i complain i think i want to draw forever even if i never improve

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

but i Do also want to acknowledge that like. drawing is really important to me and i always have stuff i want to draw. no matter what im doing ill probably end up doodling a cute girl at the end of it because bad habits die hard yknow

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i wanna make pretty things and post Finished things but i honestly ended up getting scared of posting on this account because there's a good chunk of artists that are Really Good and might See Me and like. question why they're here 💀 if i'm quiet i can at least be ignored yknow

[chero noiretta ☆ TANPREEEEEE @cherolynne]

i still draw nearly every day, but work and school has been. beating my ass. which feels like it's always my excuse but drawing's been something i've done kind of mindlessly this year purely for stress relief and i don't know if im Capable of taking it seriously