Lowkey terrified of writing the 2nd half of my fic. It's too delicate. If I mess up with interpreting a moment in their relationship (ragngarde), then I fear the ending will not deliver.
YES I TAKE THIS FANFIC VERY SERIOUSLY
Ragngarde is such a niche ship in this fandom that I have to make my own fic and art just to see any representation. Like bruhh WHAT'S NOT TO LOVE ABOUT RAGNGARDE
They are just so flawed and volatile. It's funny now cuz my fic has gone eerily philosophical than just material as I'm going through it. I swear, I'm going to sculpt their characters like how those greek artists sculpt them greek statues
I can't fathom how deep my character studies for Ragnvaldr and Le'garde have been to the point that I have created very believable headcanons for them complete with history and coping mechanisms. Never have I ever been devoted to so much characterization than I have these two
For writers out there, is this a normal thing to feel? I take my craft seriously and am often my greatest critique. I feel like I'm just being dramatic over it but wtf, I hope no one actually does that. I worked so hard...
I'm actually starting to get scared at how my fic is gaining traction. I put so much heart and soul into it that I begin to feel a sense of dread and paranoia at the thought of someone liking the premise and turning mine to theirs