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18+ this is an ed + sh vent page. minors DNI

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Alright guys jk recovery might be worth it

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Another shitty ass day bruh. I want it to end. Wish I never would’ve come here in the first place. I should’ve never sought help. This shit is stupid.

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Literally I’m so fucking pissed. I’m missing ANOTHER smoke break due to staff issues. I literally hate this shit. And I’m already pissed off about dinner and snack later and I just want to go home like omfg I can’t take this shit anymore. And the night nurse is so annoying bruh

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

I’ve been here since fucking Monday and I want to go home. I’m gaining so much already and I’m scared and sad and angry. I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want recovery. I want this fucking disorder to take me. I’m tired.

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Today’s the day 💔 I’m so anxious guys. Literally in a hotel rn since we had to travel kinda far and I want to go home.

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@starvingake Ty!!

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Res is tomorrow. Dont wanna go. Send help

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@twforfat Me too!! I’m tired of being miserable and lowkey I’m also recovering out of spite bc my mom does not believe I have an ED

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Also kinda depressed rn but I took a shower and got ready for the day so that’s a win. It’s just gloomy out and my bf went back to bed and he’s still not up and I’m lonely and bored. And hungry but I don’t want to eat.

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Bro my anxiety is so bad this morning. Also ALLEGEDLY I kicked my bf multiple times in my sleep last night 💀 sorry pookie bear

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

I love my boyfriend so so so much guys. I am so incredibly lucky to have met him. I really don’t want to go to residential but I do want to get better. Ugh I’m so anxious about this.

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@huysdinner Dw I am!!! He bought me 48 old Disney vhs tapes bc he knows I like to collect old physical media and we’re gonna watch them tonight! Hes such a sweetie

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Been home for 30 mins and I’m already pissed off. Family therapy is about to be…. Interesting

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@huysdinner I actually haven’t but that’s a cool idea!!!

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Hair reveallllllll 🍁☄️🌈
(Ik im fat but that’s not the point of this post ty)

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@matchapastries TY SM BESTIEEEEEEEE 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

@thealiencals Yeah! Lemme dm you!!

[Love @cherry_cokezer6]

Also if any of my close mutuals want my Instagram since I’m probably gonna try to get off here when I do go to treatment, let me know!