i know i should break up with him bit we have been together over 3 years now & like. idk how to be by myself!!! and i know it will make him upset!!!! but i just wanna know what its like to feel like you have control over your own body/space in a relationship for fucksake!!!
i literally just use this account to talk about my sexual assault lmao soo um unfollow if that triggers u!! anyways i dont think i’ve ever actually had consentual sex i literally am always being begged/pressured & have zero sex drive now bc of it!! like literally i feel nothing
he only pays physical attention to me when he wants sex!! like if i try to cuddle him he gets horny & starts touching me & i dont want it!!! & then he wont stop no matter how much i say no he keeps putting his hand down my pants!!! i hate it so much!! i feel emotionally neglected
when ur coworker asks u to hangout & u say yes & immediately regret it bc u KNOW u just wanted to go home & watch drag race after work instead