gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt

diary of a suffering girl who deserves to starve

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

@oatlyforever haha it’s fine that was literally me but i think med school forces you to be a bit more chill when you realise everything can’t be planned to a tee especially with the crazy training competition ratios rn🙈

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

@oatlyforever i’m currently at uni doing medicine! honestly don’t worry about what specialty you want to do yet, that’s years down the line and you’ll have plenty of time to get some experience in both areas to decide properly :)

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

we are soooo back

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

@virgincals ezz noooooo😣😣😣😣

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

everything is going so badly right now and i feel so helpless: relapse pending

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

01.09
• 2 small slices of toast with pb
• crisps
• a few sweets
• around 550 cals
~ 222 cals burnt
328 net
🧘‍♀️0.8kg down from yesterday

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

31.08
• 3/4 potato skins starter at restaurant
• a few strawberry bonbons
• around 450 cals
~ 339 cals burnt
around 111 net
🧘‍♀️1.95kg down since yesterday (probably water weight)

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

pls comment any tips or motivations

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

how i plan to get there
• daily wieiad and cals added to thread
• 1kg weight loss a week min
• daily weigh ins and update this thread
• vegetarian-> vegan (been wanting to do this for a while but needed an excuse)

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

sooooo i’m staying at my uni accommodation this week so time to restrict😈😇 will do some food shopping tomorrow and just buy stuff daily to prevent me going over my limit

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

@salzoderzucker real especially because i hate cheese too

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

@shushuverse wild - also it’s not as if u can just change ed with the flick of a switch ?

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

1kg weight loss a week at least and i should be 49kg for my 20th which is acceptable ig

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

going to try and be more active on here rather than just scrolling who wants to be moots? 😛

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

how to enter my honeymoon phase again tutorial pls i am suffering

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

plan for tomorrow so i don’t keep expanding like i seemingly am

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

so fucking done why does eating just over 1000 cals cause me to gain AT A HEALTHY WEIGHT maybe fasting is the way😃

[gracie ｡𖦹°‧ edtwt @cherrydeprived]

having one last day of gluttony before i lock in until 48kg