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an original character portrayal for
the society verse. prodigy violinist.
nurse in training. abuse victim.
cheerleader. has a massive heart
of gold. doing her best in new ham.
by ๐กae๏น.
@minimastellarum + the more she had thought about it.
โThey were weirded out by me dashing to the toilet and camping out in bed like a loser.โ Thereโs a tired chuckle, a hand coming to gently pat at her stomach.
@minimastellarum + behind her. Back pains were in full swing and it all felt too real. Hell, her situation wasnโt some weird dream; just the universe once again throwing a curveball of difficulties and trauma in her face.
And leaving her to clean herself and the mess left behind all on her +
@ingenueingenius + eyes lifting upward to meet Coriโs own. โIโll. . . keep that posted.โ
She felt so ashamed for constantly stopping herself, but, she had her reasons regardless.
@ingenueingenius Someone in her situation would find it immensely difficult to do so. Sure, to an outsider looking inโthey would think itโs rather ( easy ). But the psychological and emotional hurdles to even considering it? Itโs a whole mess.
โY. . . Yeah.โ Thereโs a soft exhale, tired +
@ingenueingenius + could speak up so easily. But she felt powerless even now; and lingering doubts and paranoia kept her anchored.
โI canโt be. . . around people at the moment.โ She quietly remarks, โI know I canโt explain myself right now because itโs complicated. But itโs not ideal for me.โ
@ingenueingenius + she adapted quite easily. But it didnโt unfortunately smooth over the discomfort and fight and flight response she had been feeling for the last six or so months of a living nightmare.
โI already do have shifts, I do work. Itโs just. . .โ Kaia sharply exhales, wishing she +
@minimastellarum + blankets as she was a little preoccupied. Reading books and having done so she had woken up from yet another exhausting and long nap which grew longer by the day.
But judging by her voice, she sounded relieved to hear from Everleigh again.
@minimastellarum + quite cooped up in bed for the last few days. Nausea growing worse by the present time and back aches were clearly having no plans to leave her alone. For how long? She wasnโt sure.
โIn here!โ The girl yelled from her bedroom upstairs; curled up in a ball under layers of +
Kaia was sure she could burst at any moment. She couldnโt decipher whether it were the out of whack hormones or that she was genuinely stressed..
โI just. . .โ She rubs at her eyes tiredly. โI donโt want to hurt them. I donโt want to end up being like myโmy father.โ
โHey?โ Elle cut her off instantly, โYou will be an amazing mom. Rome wasnโt built in a day right? Itโll take time... this is new and Iโll be here to help you through it.โ
The blonde offered a smileโ soothingly rubbing Kaiaโs shoulder. โItโs okay to be scared.โ
Kaia hadnโt really figured out how to really feel. The circumstances leading up to this? Left her with a horrible feeling but at the same time. . .
โTerrified.โ Sheโs quietly mumbling, dark eyes darting about. โIโI honestly donโt think Iโll be a good mom. Iโm a mess.โ
โTwins? Twins.โ
Elle smiled a little, looking at the girl before pulling her in for another hug. Her nature for hugging had really been coming out lately (!) โHow do you feel about that?โ She questioned, raising a brow slowly.
She trusted Elle enough to confide in her as she knew. Exhaling, she looks away. โI went to Ai and Kelly for a checkup as usual, that kind of thing.โ
Poor girl. โTurns out. . .โ A pause, โthey, um, heard two heart beats. If you get what Iโm saying.โ
โHey โ hey Kai you okay?โ
Her attention immediately grabbed by the girl approaching her and the discolour against her face. It concerned her. Though, she also soon took note of the letter in her hands, โWhats that?โ
// Kaia during the course of her pregnancy and she gets irritated with the town and her less than savoury minded peers because of mood swings and irritability and she:
Thatโd be nice. Even with the fact theyโre still struggling to even figure things out in. . . wherever this is.
(And they have to adapt to it, which sucks. But they canโt do much.)
Um, uhโcatch her kinda stumbling over to @mistreatedways.
She went to Aisha and Kelly to get checked up today and by the logic that her face is pale and sheโs clutching VERY tightly on a yellow envelope.
(Yeah, she has something.)