october, nourish my sense of self and starve any uninvited feelings of inadequacy. anchor me tightly in truth so i can resist any waves that try to pull me away from my self, cover me in blankets of awareness so i know what energy is not worth making a bed for. rejuvenate me.
hardest pill to swallow is realizing people DO NOT CARE. they’ll hurt you & really go on about their lives. not even slightly affected about what they did to you & how you feel. Regardless if it’s friendships, relationships, or family.
someone said, "I miss the innocence of loving someone without the constant fear" and that just really hit me deep fr... the first time you loved someone, you loved fully and wholeheartedly, you opened yourself up, you loved with everything in you expecting the best and now.....