Actually, NOBODY likes you when you're depressed. Plain and simple. We can talk all day about MENTAL HEALTH and how important it is but the moment you are depressed, people really start to distance themselves.
They see you as NEGATIVE, a BURDEN, and someone too HEAVY to handle.
Just told a friend like 5% of my situation and she told me "just go into a foster home"
Hello? She acts like she knows my financial or family situation. The fucking nerve.
Passive suicidal ideation isn't always wanting to die; it's wishing you could stop existing without having to do anything to make it happen. It's feeling so emotionally exhausted that the thought of never waking up feels like relief, not fear.