actually you know what
why the FUCK havent we made blenders quieter, we found a way to silence guns, SURELY someone can silence a blender
please
theyre so fucking loud
have successfully stressed and overwhelmed myself for no reason on an otherwise fine wednesday. trying to channel the disillusionment into something productive career wise. would also love to stop pulling away and becoming emotionally unavailable every time im stressed like this
day by day partly by being left unkind and partly by smoking the heart has been contained to at best the size of a mint tin, whilst the brains and instincts have sharpened to dangerous levels. i do not operate by heart lmfao whichever cutie said that v sweet of you <3 but nope.