I have nothing against self preservation but it doesnt give anyone a licemse to be rude. I realize that kindness was very rare this days.. This breed or generation made me give up on people worst was I was thinking this was the last time I would be a nurse
Lately children and old people softens me Idk what or why but somehow I find genuine smiles and calmness in them even on chaos in pain I always find myself hoping their okay. I couldnt care less of the toxicity or bs the middle age brings me lol π π
Ive had a βοΈ and π₯€ andπΉ. I wonder howd id sleep tonight with all of this caffeine and sweets inside me. Damn those choices ive without even thinking I have an early shift tom.π
When they ask me why im not looking for anyone I used to reply like if its to come will see.. but since nagstart pa lang ko mahalin sarili ko my answer was not on my priorities not now or tom. I already pictured myself getting old in the future but happy doing what I wanted todo
I saw these reel he said if your still pain maybe you still need to be stronger and I thought of what Ive been thru well yea when im almost numb with pain it doesnt matter anymore my goal was to continue life as it is
Im going thru 2 pain reliever plus a patch per day thats how painful it is.. im forcing myself to do the routines and work but my insides are screaming pain.. i put the best smile and joke around but at the end my body just crashes.