bea

munch munch munch yum yum yum

[bea @chiefbea]

@t4thollanov fine i’m opening google docs

[bea @chiefbea]

didn’t matter anymore. no consequences of them coming out would hurt nearly as bad as one of them having to grieve the other in private for the rest of their life, with no one understanding the depth of what they’re going through bc they didn’t tell anyone until it was too late

[bea @chiefbea]

and also it happening when they’re taking a break after their fight and it makes them re-centre and realise that nothing is worth hiding it anymore

[frances 🏒 @IlyasCigarette]

people love to call the plane scene in TLG corny, but that just tells me that they’re misunderstanding the stakes of the scene.

of course we KNOW nobody is going to die. it’s a romance book. that’s not where the emotional impact of that scene is supposed to come from. you’re not supposed to finish reading that scene and think “thank god they all survived.”

the purpose of that scene is to highlight the real, tangible toll and impact that shane and ilya’s secret actually has. it’s to show that keeping the secret is unsustainable.

the point of that scene is to hammer home that if one of them were to die right now, the other one would have to mourn in secret. they’d have lost the part of their life that made them whole and nobody could ever even know.

they’ve spent the whole book up to that point struggling with this huge secret but thinking that it’s worth it to keep. this is the turning point for the reader AND them that no, it’s not worth it.

the stakes in that scene are the emotional fallout. it serves to make the consequences of keeping this secret into something real, making it so that the reader can understand the real impact of what they’re doing.

[bea @chiefbea]

ilya couldn’t keep living in secret anymore so to him, this seemed like shane choosing hockey over him. they would have continued to lock horns over it if it weren’t for the plane crash. it’s what made both of them - but more importantly, shane - realise that the consequences-

[trinity santos’ butch stance @thesunbutch]

how it feels to write mediocre fanfic every once in a while

[bea @chiefbea]

he fucks up a salmon + brown rice nigiri from sushi hub if he Really needs to get something on the go

[bea @chiefbea]

shane wouldn’t touch that shit w a 10ft pole too much sugar

[🐒🏳️‍🌈 @Iucahaas]

hollanov smau where theyre aussie and shane is a boost juice fiend

[bea @chiefbea]

i would be cooking so hard on this if i didn’t have to fuckin work today

[bea @chiefbea]

au where ilya, who is deeply uncomfortable with doctors and anything medical, goes to his first pre-season physical for the bears and meets dr hollander

[bea @chiefbea]

dr hollander isn’t the most receptive to social cues, but he can see ilya’s heart rate spike on the monitor. he doesnt mention it, of course, its not like ilya would admit to being nervous. but he takes extra time explaining everything he’s doing

[bea @chiefbea]

@zeznel6 midway thru watching it and it did this i said oh im sure

[bea @chiefbea]

“and comfort” she really just said he’s a wriggly bitch who can’t handle getting his eyes tightlined i’m crying

[nic ⭒ @discostorrie]

“intentionally messy” aika said don’t you dare talk shit about my makeup skills again

[bea @chiefbea]

reasons:
1: i’m a piercer it’s literally my day job
2:

[bea @chiefbea]

HUDSON LET ME PIERCE UR BELLY BUTTON PLEASE HUDSON LET ME PIERCE UR BELLY BUTTON PLEASE HUDSON LET ME PIERCE UR BELLY BUTTON PLEASE HUDSO

[bea @chiefbea]

he’s so pretty i need to fucking die

[Connor Storrie Updates @connorstupdates]

The freckles 🥹

[bea @chiefbea]

have yall seen the video of that guy flexing while a mosquito is feeding on him and it gets so full of blood it explodes bc that’s what just happened to my dick

[coldties @__coldties]

"the white swan becoming the black swan a little bit"

[bea @chiefbea]

🫵🩷💜💙

[star @tgirleddie]

pink on one eye blue on the other #whatthatmean

[bea @chiefbea]

@Chris_Kendall_ same

[bea @chiefbea]

frog

[chai🍎 loves shanes perky rack @chaiapples]

shanes pussy to ur mouth name a vegetable