You keep telling me about how you no longer want to be alive and it fucking makes me sick ti my stomach because who are you to feel that way and think it is valid.. AND WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM THE BEST PERSON FOR YOU TO TELL THAT.
I genuinely feel like I donβt feel any real emotions lately. I donβt think I know if I am truly okay or slowly pulling back to having unrecognized manic.
Stop making me your fucking emotional release button. PLEASE KNOW WHERE YOUR ANGER IS COMING FROM INSTEAD OF ALWAYS BURSTING OUT TOWARDS THE PERSON YOU KNOW WHO WOULD JUST TAKE IT.
This just proves that i donβt like people depending on me too muchβ¦ it is tiring both emotionally and physically to the point that instead of feeling empathy all i feel is anger.