There are times that I want to talk to the people I consider as my safe spaces, people I'm comfortable with with pero lately, I feel so alone. I tried reaching out but wala na ung old feeling and security I was getting from them before. Maybe also ako ung problema πππ
Hirap mag break down while working. Was working quietly while listening to a random playlist tas biglang nag play ung Anyone by Demi Lovato. All of a sudden I started crying at buti na lang naka lunch na ung team ko at wala nakakita.
disturb me.
update me.
show your jealous side.
yap non stop.
spam me photos/texts.
tell me how your day went.
show me your fit.
call me anytime.
i love all that
I hope I can talk to someone about my inner demons, my problems, my struggles. Someone who will genuinely listen and show interest. I tried reaching out to people but no one seems to care.
Been a good boy for quite a while... Probably waiting for something that is far fetched now. But, I will still hold on to what I can with no expectations and less guilt.
1 word, 1 situation or 1 small change can really destroy your confidence, put you in bad place, trigger you anxiety and make you think if you have ever really been good enough.