emang kapitalis ni anjg neurodivergent dianggap rusak dan ga kompeten kalo ga sesuai dengan standard neurotypical. dianggep robot. lu harus begini kalo mau works. badan tiap hari dipaksa fit in. obatnya jg susah bener
ngomongin executive dysfunction, bahkan its not only for things related to “productivity”. when things are bad kadang gue kebelet pipis aja pengen bangun tuh susah bgt & i just lay in bed for 3 hours thinking “i should go pee” lmao
there’s a weird sense of grief with ADHD where you know you would have the capability to do and be all the things you want if you didn’t have this disorder but instead you feel metaphorically chained to the wall while your whole life passes you by