ToxicXTaco

Cat mom and Chingona.

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@sandeh I just got mine all set up and I’m resisting the urge to just make the most ridiculous stuff right now lmao

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If there’s one thing @CodingoJones and I are going to do, it’s find a craft class 🍄

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I kept myself alive and kept going through these last few months and I’m so proud of myself but I hope 2023 is softer to my spirit.

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I fully hot glued a strapless bra to this cider top and it was absolutely worth it.

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Today was not a good day but I showed my class how to do the Time Warp (they loved it and we did it over and over again) and that made me feel a little better about everything.

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I legitimately, truly, and deeply need the universe to give me a break-PLEASE.

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I miss you all the time, but especially on Mondays, when I’m on my way home and like muscle memory, my fingers go to dial your number.

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Okay but this year’s school picture is kinda 🔥

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Kids never just ask you for a hot chip. It’s always “those aren’t even hot to me” and they look at you like

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Me: trying to get back into my regular routine and cling on to some structure.

My grief, reminding me that it is still there and requires processing:

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My whole world fell apart this week, today is picture day, and I am feeling everything and absolutely nothing all at once.

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Something about the sun in the sky shining so bright while my sun is setting is overwhelming. So much grief and no where to place it.

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I hope before that old bitch makes her decent into hell, Diana gets a few punches in.

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Today I feel bitter about being the eldest daughter of the eldest daughter and the ways in which trauma trickles down. Sending love and wishing rest on all my fellow eldest children.

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I just feel like as a society we’ve progressed beyond Disney and should return to Don Bluth cartoons.

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@homosensical But how did I know which teacher you were specifically speaking about before opening the thread 🫠

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She’d be thrilled to know that we’ve circled back to the color pink 💕

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I get to live a life my younger self could not have fathomed and had no hopes for. This life is not perfect and it isn’t always good but it’s a life I’m proud I stuck around to see.

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I always feel emotional in the days leading up to my birthday. Not because I’m getting older but because there was a time I didn’t think I’d see “older”. I’m still so sad for that girl & grieve that lost time. I wish I could go back & tell her we’re going to be okay. We made it.