I cannot fathom how many survivors who were sexually assaulted in college are among us right now, quietly carrying their own trauma while reading the vile, misogynistic comments in response to what happened at Cornell. What is being said about the women at Cornell is being heard by survivors everywhere, many of whom lived through their own version of this nightmare on a college campus. They are all around us. Our words matter. This is a moment to be intentional about showing survivors compassion, affirming their dignity, and reminding them that they are seen, heard, and believed.
@dlongenecker1@NyinaWaJambo81 My own call and ministry as a deacon is distinct from the call and ministry of a priest. There are men out there who are not deacons who would be well qualified. And I’ve encountered a few deacons over the years who are frustrated “priest wannabes” — bad idea to ordain them.
@dlongenecker1@NyinaWaJambo81 This married deacon favors the Church’s taking a serious look at restoring the ancient Tradition of a married priesthood. But I wouldn’t single out permanent deacons as the only candidates for it.
This is very personal for me to share.
My biological mother was a stripper working at a club in downtown Seattle. My biological father was one of her clients. She became pregnant with me while struggling with addiction and used drugs throughout her pregnancy. When I was born, I was immediately taken to the ICU to detox and was eventually placed for adoption.
By God’s grace, I was adopted by two wonderful parents who loved me deeply. I was four months old when they picked me up from the orphanage, and they are the only parents I’ve ever known. I never grew up feeling like something was missing. I never felt some deep longing to find my biological parents. I had a mom and dad who loved me, cared for me, sacrificed for me, and gave me a wonderful home.
Years later, after I got married and we had our first child, my wife encouraged me to learn more about my biological history. If for no other reason, she thought it might be good for the sake of our daughter to know whether there was anything medically or genetically significant in my family history.
So I eventually submitted my DNA to Ancestry. Through that, I discovered a half brother, aunts, cousins, and eventually was put in contact with my biological mother.
We were able to meet.
And when I met her, I got to tell her something I’d wanted to tell her for as long as I could remember: thank you.
Thank you for giving me life.
I got to tell her about the wonderful parents who adopted me. I got to tell her that I’d had a good life. I got to tell her about my wife and my children. I wanted her to know that the baby she carried in the middle of all that chaos became a man with a family, a calling, people he loves, people who love him, and a life for which he is profoundly grateful.
I’ve never been angry with her. Never. Not once.
For years I told my wife and children that if my biological mother ever found me, I knew exactly what I would say. I wouldn’t condemn her. I wouldn’t demand explanations. I’d simply thank her for allowing me to live.
Because without that decision, I wouldn’t have the extraordinary wife I have today. I wouldn’t know the indescribable joy of my children. I wouldn’t have experienced the friendships, ministry, laughter, sorrow, beauty, failures, victories, and ordinary moments that have made up my life. There are people I love who wouldn’t know me, children who wouldn’t exist, and a story that never would’ve been written.
She gave me the chance to live it.
We still stay in contact. We speak every few months, and I genuinely enjoy hearing her stories and learning about her life. Since the day I met her, I’ve prayed that the Lord would bring her to Himself. I still pray that.
I share all of this because lately I’ve been thinking a great deal about the choices parents make. About life and death. About how much hangs in the balance of decisions made in moments of fear, desperation, darkness, or confusion.
And yes, I’ve been thinking about those three little children whose lives were taken by the very person entrusted with protecting them. It’s difficult for me not to think about my own story alongside theirs. Their lives mattered. Their futures mattered. Everything they might’ve become, everyone they might’ve loved, every ordinary Tuesday morning and Christmas morning and wedding and child and friendship that might’ve filled the decades ahead of them mattered.
And it makes me profoundly grateful that my mother chose differently.
So if there’s a mother or father reading this who’s in a dark place and wondering whether your presence matters, whether your decisions matter, or whether the people who depend on you would somehow be better off without you, please hear me: your choices matter more than you can see from where you’re standing.
Choose life.
Don’t make an irreversible decision in the middle of a season that will pass. Don’t allow a moment of darkness to make a permanent decision about a future you can’t yet see.
Trust the Lord. Ask for help.
“I thought I was the only one.”
I’ve heard that phrase from countless survivors over the years.
One of the reasons survivor stories matter is that they remind people they’re not alone. What happened to them was not okay. They aren’t imagining it. And others understand.
Sometimes healing begins when isolation ends.
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Bravo, Supreme Court for ratifying an interpretation of the Constitution that dates back to the Civil War. If you are born on US territory, you are a US citizen. It is called birthright citizenship, and it is still the law of the land.
Thank you, SCOTUS.