𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓

21+ uk he/they . vent acc . tw sh ed sui .

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

༺𓆩༒︎𓆪༻

༝ 21+ ༝ he/they gay ༝ uk
༝ mia ༝ ugw 38kg ༝

༝ i love kpop, rpgs and fashion. im almost always complaining about something

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

gonna have to lower my cals by a huge amount to get past the damage i did this weekend:/

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

binged today and ate over 3k cals:( not really sure how to not feel bad about this

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

i still look huge but when i put my hands on my hips i can feel a difference so that’s nice

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

what’s something super low cal i can have while im high….

[n 🦢🫧🪷 @n47413_]

I want my wrist to look like this

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

hope i’m able to lose another 20lbs by the end of the year…..

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

wanted something sweet so mixed vanilla extract and sweetener w some ice cubes and made some kinda chemical.

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

can’t sleep so i guess i’ll go back to my pc … need to be up early tomorrow for my carers so we can go grocery shopping im gonna be sooo tired

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

think i need new scales im worried they aren’t accurate

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

my carer made me brownies today and then she also got me mcdonald fries….. she’s so lovely to me but i feel so guilty now

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

feel so pathetic dunno what to do anymore

[꒰ྀི১ bambhilona ໒꒱ིྀ || edtwt @bambi_tried]

i think what hurts me the most when i think abt my ed is the fact that i don’t even look disordered ૮꒰˶  - ˕ -꒱ა

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

i want to start going on early morning walks again

[ᢉ𐭩 @0_0eyed]

“walked 30k steps on zero cals”

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

says i still lost after the mess of last night but is it real lol im on track to reach my gw by the end of the year though but so far from everything else i wish i could snap my fingers and it all be okay

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

had about 1700 calories yesterday from my food and alcohol:/ know it’s not enough to make me gain but every week i’m just ruining stuff by drinking on fridays and shit idk

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

drank a bottle of rum lol now i gotta lock in an restrict as much as i can

[𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦.⋆♱⃓ @chixxcal]

lost 1.5lbs even tho i was horrible all week !