Real witch friendships are them sending you photos of their voodoo doll spell they did the night before and you replying with a photo of dead bird you found in the morning before you keep it to save itโs bones to make jewellery ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐คฉ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ
Wish people I didnโt know would stop driving up next to me in the same car as my dead ex boyfriend when itโs NOT a him inside it how rude and inconsiderate ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ฅฒ๐ I hate being out in publicccc write me off
Itโs mad how quick people get bored of being around someone grieving when the process only gets harder as the weeks go on, everyone goes back to normal and gets on with their lives and your here left with the biggest loss you canโt even bare that gets stronger every fucking day
Just felt his energy so strong tonight, I know he would be so happy to see me his mom and his best friends all in one room together and I know he was there with us I just know it I can literally feel him around me 24/7
First night sleeping in a bed alone since loosing ri but Iโm sleeping in his bed at his moms house and even though itโs so hard being here without him for some reason I donโt feel alone at all , just expecting him to walk in from going to the bathroom or some shit
Iโm so sorry I let go Iโm so so sorry I wasnโt there. I wish I could hold your hand even for a second one more time. I have no choice to do every day without you now, but I will stay clean, i will keep myself safe like you wanted me to do. I will do it, for you
Fuck addiction, fuck ever anyone who has ever sold an addict drugs, fuck not even getting to say goodbye to someone I will never be ready to say goodbye to forever Iโm so beyond heartbroken right now
Sometimes wish I could just be this naive silly little girl in love again but instead I have to see through everyoneโs bullshit and be the one to walk away or make the grown ass decision not to just run with it in hope it some how turns into what I want and itโs BORINGGGGG