sey

my goal is to be super sexy slay || 20 || blk n hispanic || priv: @inseyin || speed running bmi 11|| meow meow

[sey @chnkrexz]

♡ edtwt abt me ☆

⇒ bulimic

⇒ nineteen

⇒ autistic

⇒ not fatphobic

☀︎ active; will change my layout 24/7

[sey @chnkrexz]

lowk now have trust issues bc my ex byf was like “oh I was just pretending that everything was okay when we were together…” and it’s like damn bro u deserve a Tony for that performance lowk

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I've never been underweight, not even for a single day of my life

[sey @chnkrexz]

it’s okay, this is what a break up is abt and it’s good but it sucks

[sey @chnkrexz]

me and my ex r supposed to go out tonight and ik im getting ditched…

[sey @chnkrexz]

my byf broke up w me, i know he loves me just not romantically—im difficult to love in that way and i know that

[sey @chnkrexz]

ik he’s having a good time but he has yet to notice my pettiness, im upset.

[sey @chnkrexz]

figured out a solution no crash out i just stoped sharing my lo

[sey @chnkrexz]

to crash out or not to crash out that is the question.

[sey @chnkrexz]

mind u I did turn off my lo when he was mad at me but I wasn’t headed to the club. i actually lowk wanna cry

[sey @chnkrexz]

he turned off the lo guys while im at home making him cute heartfelt gifts, time to kms actually.

[sey @chnkrexz]

bae u gotta realize how this looks…(he has a history of turning off his lo so ppl don’t know where he is, which idky he even has to do that, but mkay

[sey @chnkrexz]

hurt to not be considered, but I feel like if I expressed this he may just feel more worn out and tired by me

[sey @chnkrexz]

need to lose weight bc my byf has been brushing me off like im not fun ever since the semester started, whenever i call and try to tell him smth exciting or abt my day now he acts like im taking up his time and doesn’t engage w me; its making me feel so awful, like he isn’t

[sey @chnkrexz]

interested in me anymore, plus we only get to spend time together after work, and when I expressed being sad that he’s joining another club and filling one of the only free days we have together, he got upset (which was valid bc I shouldn’t be trying to restrict him), but it

[sey @chnkrexz]

i am an awful fucking person and fucked up so bad i wanna cut myself; like I’m so fucked and stupid

[sey @chnkrexz]

just tried calling the crisis center and they hung up on me lol

[sey @chnkrexz]

oh im 21 now that’s crazy

[sey @chnkrexz]

♡ edtwt abt me ☆

⇒ bulimic

⇒ nineteen

⇒ autistic

⇒ not fatphobic

☀︎ active; will change my layout 24/7

[sey @chnkrexz]

biggest sh trigger is my family and I will be cutting myself tyvm

[sey @chnkrexz]

I have no one to confide in and I can’t cut myself and I’m fat so i might as well die