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[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Seneca was right, I suffer more often in imagination than in reality

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

@bukanwibudesu bisa sampe belasan ribu steps sih only kl ke gbk, selain itu gk dulz yhh jalanannya berasa kyk maze runner bikin sepatu gue cepet rusak

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Knp yhh semua merk physical sunscreen yg pernah gue coba bikin kulit gue berasa kering ketarik dehidrasi duh padahal gue suka physical sunscreen ketimbang yg chemical panas di kulit

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Wow ga nyangka gue, taylor swift, matty healy menikah di bulan dan tahun yg sama (ga penting & ga nyambung sih)

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Got secondhand embarrassment tiap kali liat si itu komen muja-muji di tiap post nya bpk wuh wuh🤮

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@dlonepairr Ih aku suka liat konten beliau & mbak manikkk, akhir-akhir ini jadi sering beli jajanan pasar karena mereka

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Titik terrendah dalam hidup gue: gue lagi crash out terus laki gue bilang “bebal bgt ga bisa dikasih tau, kyk pendukung (ybs di twit yg gue qrt ini)” ga nyangka loh the worst insult was coming from his mouth🥲

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co-worker ngomongin job market ancur lalu nanya "gimana, nyesel gak pilih si wowœ?" gwa tersinggung parah dan langsung melengking, "GUA GAK PERNAH MILIH DIA?!?"

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I guess it’s true when people say that’s healing process is more like fibonacci spiral bcs sometimes when I revisited that “phase” again I chose to react differently, more calm, wiser, and knowing what to do

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Apasih orang-orang sok relijius ini menormalisasi kekerasan ke kaum marjinal eww setau gue kekerasan dilarang di semua agama btw

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Sambil nungguin house of the dragon yg seminggu sekali ituhh now I’m rewatching game of thrones dan weekend ini udah nonton 10 episode

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Lucu bgt ada fam1mart baru buka deket tempat tinggal gue, ada banner “parkir gratis” tapi ada tukang parkirnya 3 biji, terus pas laki gue bilang “ini gratis kan pak?” dengan nada friendly, paknya ketawa terus bilang “cuma tulisan itu” WKWKWKWKWK dah ga ketolong

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Ternyata hot mat tuh ga full pilates yah, ada cardio+strength training nya jg🥵

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

@jungchaeyeoni Pake ssd tapi diformat dulu di mac jadi exFAT, jadinya works both di windows & mac nya (mbb bgt yhhh gue baru liat jujur gaada notif karena x nya detect as a “probable spam”)

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Search history guwehhh semenjak pindah dari windows ke mac😭😭😭

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Semalem yoga sangat mindful dan pas savasana dikasih essential oil & massage ama teachernya, I genuinely happy tapi pas ngasih massage tuh pressure nya kekencengan aku gakuat dipijat kenceng-kenceng🥲

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Jujur trauma ma lalam0ve gegara ex-bos guweh🥲

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“But you look fine and put together” as the response after I casually told someone that my parents got divorced when I was a kid is a huuugeeeee compliment. The therapy’s working well I guess

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Ppl yg tiba-tiba ngeludah di jalan sembarangan are so freaking disgusting ewwwwwww

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The mat ini cepet bgt yahh full booked nya, kurang cocok ama manusia impulsif kayak gue yg tiba-tiba pengen olahraga

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To be honest setelah gudang gudang tutup tuh gue bingung mau yoga di mana, dulu tuh bisa impulsively lgsg daftar gt, now it took hoursssss for me to decide mau yoga di mana, ujung-ujungnya ya ga jadi, terus besoknya gt lagi……………..

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Pengalaman first time ct-scan with contrast is very humbling yhh gue sampai melambaikan tangan ke radiologist nya. Padahal dah pernah MRI (without contrast sih) and I could managed myself to calm and stay still🥲

[Nilam @chochotruffle]

Ini orang2 yg ribet karepe dewe di (soon) nikahan gue dan ga mau dengerin arahan gue as the bride-to-be tuh lama2 gue suruh nikah lagi deh biar bisa atur sendiri sesukanya