Healing Lez

Healing mentally and physically. Struggling and overwhelmed. Stuck.

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

A Knight’s Tale will forever be one of my favorite movies 💜🤗

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

So much on my mind

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

What does all of it mean?

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

I want to give up. Just let go

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

I can’t take this anymore

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

I wish I knew what to do

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Going to try to get some much needed sleep before tonight’s shift

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

What do I do?…

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

So tired. Almost done with the shift though. Kinda…

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Why does life suck? I wish I knew what the end goal is

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Wanting everything to end

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Nothing I do matters anymore. Nothing. So why try? Why get up in the morning when I can make it all go away.

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Am I nothing to you anymore? Am I truly that bad of a person?

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

I’d rather not exist than feel like this anymore. Why can I not have love? What is truly wrong with me?

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

I don’t want to exist anymore.

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

When will someone choose me for me?

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I can’t take this any longer. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to exist. Just please make it stop. I’m begging.

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Am I nothing? Do I not matter to anyone? Is this really over? I can’t take this

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You bought a place ticket to go see our daughter and not tell me?

I now see that I no longer matter and I think that hurts more than anything.

[Healing Lez @choicelez]

Financially struggling isn’t even the phrase I would use right now. It’s worse.