syasya

bored student

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@beautales_ ini orang sakit banget sumpah 😭

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@beautales_ lu mau kita kuliah pake gamis terus apa?

[imrawn @imprawnn]

Me facing the consequences of everything I said “After Eid”.

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@theultramilkkk kalau ngga mau dimakan tamu ngga usah disimpen diruang tamu sesimpel ituu

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@irajenar gelehh anjirr

[rated ✧* @imyrated]

when I use "😔" this is what I want to convey

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@yappingfess bismillah minal aidin🙏

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@yappingfess anuu ditunggu thrnya terimakasih orang baikk semoga balik modal🙏🙏

[syasya @choppalovaa]

married is sacry....

[Kia @xevekiah]

I almost died giving birth to our daughter.
Forty-two hours of labor. Emergency C-section. I remember the cold of the operating room and the way the doctors wouldn’t meet my eyes. They said if we had waited another hour, one of us wouldn’t have made it.
I woke up stitched, shaking, numb from the chest down.
He didn’t hold my hand. He didn’t cry. He just asked the doctor if the scar would be “permanent.”
When we got home, I could barely walk. I couldn’t laugh without pain shooting through my stomach. I needed help sitting up. He complained that the house was messy. Said maternity leave wasn’t a vacation.
Two weeks postpartum, he stood over me while I was trying to latch the baby and said, “You know women are supposed to give birth naturally. My mom did.”
I thought he was joking.
He wasn’t.
One night I overheard him on the phone with his brother saying, “She didn’t even give birth properly. They just cut her open.”
Cut her open.
Like I wasn’t split in half to bring his child into this world.
When I finally looked at my scar in the mirror, still swollen and purple, I didn’t see weakness. I saw survival. But every time he looked at me, I saw disappointment.
Then it got worse.
He stopped touching me. Started going to the gym every night. Said he “needed a woman who takes care of herself.” I was still bleeding. Still leaking milk. Still waking up every two hours.
One evening he tossed a waist trainer onto the bed and said, “You should start fixing it before it’s too late.”
I asked him what “it” was.
He pointed at my stomach.
I slept in the nursery that night. Not because the baby cried. Because I did.
Now he tells people I’ve “changed” since having the baby. That I’m emotional. That I don’t try anymore.
I almost died. I gave him a daughter. I carry a scar that aches when it rains.
And somehow I’m the one who failed.
I don’t know who I married. I don’t know how to leave. But I know this can’t be what love looks like.

[syasya @choppalovaa]

haloo disini ada yang preloved atau jual buku penuntun diet edisi 5 ngga yaa untik mahasiswa gizi

[syasya @choppalovaa]

@fishitfess mauu nderr

[rara 🍵 @ko0alaaa]

ip gak sempurna gpp gusy yg penting gak NYONTEK

[musang queen @penberaky]

umur kalian di 2026

2000 = 21 tahun
2001 = 20 tahun
2002 = 19 tahun
2003 = 18 tahun
2004 = 17 tahun
2005 = 16 tahun
2006 = 15 tahun
2007 = 14 tahun
2008 = 13 tahun
2009 = 12 tahun
2010 = 11 tahun

[ؘaccce @accepteud]

Saddest feeling ever.

[syasya @choppalovaa]

damn i finally entered my romcom college episodes in my life

[Guntur in Jember @bagusfarisa]

Kalau saya gacor, itu datangnya dari Allah.
Kalau saya skill issue, itu dari saya sendiri

[Marat @gak_makasih]

@tempodotco Iya bener tau, gua saksinya. Dia cosplay jadi jamban.

[syasya @choppalovaa]

shittt day one uts duduknya depan pengawas banget elah

[Ardianto Satriawan @ardisatriawan]

NOT. A. SINGLE. FUCKING. APOLOGY. IN. THAT. FUCKING. LONG. BULLSHIT. PARAGRAPH.

NONE.

I. REPEAT.

NOT. A. SINGLE. FUCKING. APOLOGY.
NONE.

ALSO. YOU. BLAME. THE. PROSTESTOR.
NOT. YOUR. FUCKING. POLICE.