i'm not selfish. u are. i have always considered your feelings. always thought how you'd feel before i fucking act my anger out. i always thought how you or your friends would think. i started fucking caring. only to realize that u don't even care about me. ++
and i would never ever let anyone have access to my life again. if there's someone to blame, it's only you. i'm so done blaming myself over things that i cannot control. i am so done adjusting for you when you can't even be there for me through tough times.