If you want to base my whole personality on how I behave after being disrespected, that’s on you. Just know you’re not witnessing my character, you’re witnessing my boundaries. You’re not seeing who i truly am, you’re seeing who i become when I’m forced to protect myself.
I can help you. It's called jealousy. You are very jealous. You are racked with jealousy.
She has control over her life, has seen things you haven't, can afford things you can't. You feel insignificant in comparison, like a loser, and so the jealousy eats away at your soul.
my worth is not conditional. i don’t earn it, i don’t lose it. it is a constant presence within me. i feel deserving of good things, gentle treatment, & beautiful experiences.