chromiumoxide

diary | embarrassing | black | 15 | owned | 5'0 | sw: 118.4 | cw: 104.8 | lw: 103 | gw: 99 | ugw: 65 | shedtwt | pro recov | vk & jj luvr

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

gpnna slit my wrists if this doesn't work like i'm tired
(6/1) cw: 105.2
(7/1) gw: 99

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

"your weight gain is just water weight" i don't car. sk i will not drink water ok.

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

fast. fats.sfast.

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

i shall go back 2 my daily naps 2 get rid ofmy appetite. will i dast? probably. idk. but i need to get rid of this weight fast.

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

I'm nnot drinking anything more than half a bottle of water a day what the shit my weight hasn't hit 104 in SO FUCKING LONG

[ame @Slits4ame]

"ur gonna lose your period!!"
THANK GOD
"ur not gonna be able to give birth!!"
THANK GODDDDD
"ur gonna lose ur boobs !!!"
THANK GODDD!!!!!!
FUCK THESE HORMONES I WANNA FUCK UP EVERYTHING AND BE SKINNY AND IRRESPONSIBLE

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

i wouldn't be this fat if i really wanted it

[magical girl⋆｡༄⋆˚⊹ @famishedgh0ul]

having a restrictive ed while chubby is not for the weak #edtwt

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

I LOOK LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT WTF!!! I NEED 2 CUT MY FRINGE RIGHT NOW!!!!🤬🤬🤬🤬

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@ReiRohanBalls no need 2 flex on me T _ T
but omg you've NEVER used it? my hair would be more dead than a mf😭😭

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

i'm ashamed at how long i've gone without showering lol

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@ReiRohanBalls uhh... i used heat protectant, but idk how well it works. i'm doing 1 slow pass each section on high heat. σ(. ❛ 3❛.);

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

i wonder if anyone will ever confess to me before i commit suicide lol

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@ReiRohanBalls EYYY IT WORKED

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@ReiRohanBalls UGHH RIGHT?? ME TOO😭😭 i usually don't have a problem, but i like 2 do it right after i get out the shower when my skin is still damp ( ´-ω-)
and thank u!! this straightener better work

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@ReiRohanBalls i diddd, i just got done taking a shower and washing my hair. i've been putting it off for SO LONG because i just couldn't bring myself to. but i feel a lot happier now that i'm clean and get to style my hair. only problem is my dry ass skin😭 putting on lotion takes too long...

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@vanillanothings yayyy thank u favoomfie!!

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

ibrushed my teeth

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the usual. idk what i'd do without eggs. there's literally nothing else i could eat that's filling & low cal. ate a small cube of watermelon too, but that doesn't count.

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

@vanillanothings i don't even get any responses and i wish i did. but that's so irritating

[chromiumoxide @chromiumox]

i wish ppl reassured and comforted me whenever i talked bad about myself but it's probably true and you guys are staying quiet about it lolol