All I can do now is think about my kids and take care of them and do as much as possible cuz after finding out what I did today I have no more time for the bill shit or anything else cuz at the end of the day they all I have really.
But I’m more depressed of my choices I pick in life and how I tolerate the shit that happens in my daily life like I saw some shit today that said in my mind game on and I don’t feel bad for what ever happens cuz I’m tired
I swear I don’t Know what to do either say fuck my surgery or go to work. I’m at the point to just say fuck it cuz we need the money. I’m about to lose my storage in four hours and all my fault I only blame myself I’m just so fucking depressed I feel alone cuz when I talk I’m wg