List of ppl I NEED To see live that I haven’t yet experienced in no particular order
cultura profética
riri
3 6 mafia
Kanye west
Downhill2k01
moodyman
kid cudi
Interpol
deep purple
kelela
pixel grip
Nina kraviz
the killers
Greentea peng
Pretty girl
Stay high
Taku
Ppl think depression means you’re sad & crying all the time. Depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. I cannot think, i don't respond to things, nothing is interesting, i just feel empty.
Not sad, just blank.
Just internalised how FUCKED it is that CPTSD can cause presence and safety to feel SO fundamentally entangled with the expectation that danger and pain will occur unexpectedly, and feel worse as a result, that the brain just decides it’s better to stay *PERPETUALLY dissociated*.
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channeled message :
sometimes you do have to make your own luck
congrats, your perseverance just did exactly that
made an immense amount of luck for you
claim it and accept it when it comes
if anyone deserves it, its you
Y’all do know y’all can learn how to do things right? You can learn social skills to feel less awkward. You can learn a new language. You can learn how to cook. Even if it’s hard, you can do hard things. People learn new things daily, even if they fail, they try again.
not to get too personal but one thing we don't talk about enough is how expensive it is to put your life back together after a long period of dysfunction and self neglect
The greatest war most humans will ever fight is not with the world - it’s with the courage required to see their own unfiltered I AM.
Avoiding it feels safer.
But safety is not the hero’s path.
If you’re just now daring to look inward and it hurts… keep looking.
You’re already doing what most people will never have the guts to do. ❤🔥
Someone said “The slow burn of becoming yourself” and I think that might be one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard. It’s such a good reminder of how much it takes, how much character development, how much change, and beauty and courage it takes to reach your soul and I hope no one ever gives up on becoming themselves because it’s a never ending journey that only gets better.
@TweetATherapist Not worried about having a hard conversation. They bring clarity and path forward. You need 2 parties that are willing at the same time. Shouldn’t be hard in theory. Words can never destroy the way lingering uncertainty and nonsense can.
People tend to regret the hard conversations they avoided more than the ones they had.
Avoiding a hard talk rarely eliminates a problem. It usually prolongs uncertainty, resentment, or misunderstanding.
Hard conversations are often a sign of care, even if they’re uncomfortable.
I’ve been working on where my judgment is directed. Anytime I catch myself judging someone, I immediately look within and ask, “What still needs work in me that made me judge another person?” It’s not about me being perfect because I’ve evolved, but asking myself why judgment showed up at all. If I truly am who I say I am, I can’t look down on anyone. The moment I do, I become a fraud.
Learning to interpret a situation without judgment…that’s true mastery.
Self awareness is exhausting because it ruins your own excuses. You can’t even ruin your life in peace anymore because you know exactly which old pattern you’re repeating. Ignorance is nolonger bliss,it becomes heavy responsibility.
𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐒 🔥 (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) 𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐧: • Feeling the need to slow down 💤 • Seeing 4s or quiet places • Overhearing “Rest and recover” • Craving peace and alone time • Moments of deep reflection • Feeling your energy recharge • Signs telling you to pause • Releasing stress and pressure • Finding clarity through stillness • Knowing rest brings progress
tolerating always turns into resentment. at first, you call it patience, then love. but what it really is, is self abandonment. every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. eventually, the bill comes due.
If your mother or father consistently chose other people, their own priorities, or their own wounds over truly seeing you, you may have spent years trying to earn the love and validation you deserved from the beginning.
You don’t have to keep doing that.
Their inability to see you is not a reflection of your worth. It’s a reflection of their own limitations, wounds, or capacity. Stop exhausting yourself trying to prove you’re worthy of being loved.
The healing begins when you stop searching for yourself in other people’s approval and start finding yourself within. Your wounded inner child isn’t gone, they’ve simply been waiting for you to come back and choose them.
Love isn’t something you have to chase. Through God, love already lives within you. Return to that. Nurture that relationship first.
Release the belief that your parents’ validation determines your value. It never did. Your worth was established the moment God created you.
Indicative of poor relationship with the father , natal placements :
- Sun in the 8th house (The father could be the source of emotional instability for the person)
- Saturn retrograde (Father could be physically absent or far away from the native)
- Sun in the 12th house (detached relationship from the father, The father might have settled in a foreign land)
- Mars in Leo (The father could be the source of self-esteem issues)