๐น๏ธinternet explorer for a brain ๐๐ฆ // 21 eons old๐ง much 2 say, only ใใใใใใธ๏ผใใ๐๏ธevil bunbydearpuppy thing๐ซ๐ไธๅจ็จใชใ ้ขๆฃใใ็ทๆงใฎๅจโค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ฉน
fuck it.
we're two hardcore emo gays kissing, pussy footing with our lips. my bangs cover majority of my upper face features making it difficult to see your face. as we kiss my hair gets stuck in between our lips, we dont fucking care. the taste of sweet saliva and the smell
shirts and arms. every so often they make their way down to our thighs and crotches through our pants. the breathing weighs more as the anticipation of ripping each other's clothes off grows.
(contin) her being swallowed by the wires can also be the trauma she has endured from the mental gymnastics of navigating her way through the ether while it also being amor of a sort (??) (hopefully this makes sense somewhat)
the scene where she offs herself is basically repercussions from her deterioating mental health from self isolation due to being glued to the screen, her constantly toying with her computer and random tech could be in my opinion her trying to either protect herself from-
-future doxxing attacks or a analogy for her getting extremely comfortableโ becoming entertwined with the ether so to speak ofc ofc (taking a piss atp but i agree with this)
my take on Lain is that shes some random anon that gained admin powers through multiple web forums including the bottom of the barrel sites from her ungodly screentime and went through a schiz break after someone hacked her and revealed her identity/ddoxxed Lain
the scene where she offs herself is basically repercussions from her deterioating mental health from self isolation due to being glued to the screen, her constantly toying with her computer and random tech could be in my opinion her trying to either protect herself from-
seeing cute boys and girls on college campus and missing out on taking that chance to say something hurts,, or seeing a group of friends already established makes me feel lonely. i dont want to walk around with heavy ass books alone