lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg)

☆ tw ! #edtwt | 水物 — do you believe you could change me, the way i've changed you?

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

lex's tracking log ⋆★⋆
╰┈➤#edtwt 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨!!
20 ⋆ 1,64 ⋆ he/him
enby ⚧

⃠✟★. infos base
sw: 88 ⋆ cw: 75
gw: 60 ⋆ bmi: 27.9

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@BeBe39587999 ty <3

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

cried to my mother for help for the first time because i'm too tired to seek treatment on my own. now i feel useless and weak

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

the hospital doesn't want to transfer me because i don't have a psychological evaluation, but they want to put me in the ICU (????) for what jesus

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

my dad asked what was on my arm and i froze thinking he was talking about my cuts, but it was the tattoo i got a year ago and he only noticed it yesterday

[pluno ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ @siIentscreamss]

my self harm method is staying alive

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

i've considered checking myself into rehab 3 times this year and today is the 4th. i haven't been able to do it until now because i just can't live without my phone lol

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

i feel like an attention seeker but i've never had help in my entire life so idk, i'm just tired and hoping someone will finally see me and help me

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

she's helping me for now, let's see how long that lasts before she stops paying attention to me AGAIN yay

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

cried to my mother for help for the first time because i'm too tired to seek treatment on my own. now i feel useless and weak

[THE yuri of shedtwt @chwrryplease]

"Wtf is that on ur arm"

ITS FUCKING SCARS. WHAT ELSE

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

how does pinterest see you ? ᯓ★

𑣲 room
𑣲 singer
𑣲 food
𑣲 outfit

i love this app omg

[˚.⋆꒰১ 𝑬𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 ໒꒱⋆.˚ @schnitzellie]

how does pinterest see you ? ᯓ★

𑣲 room
𑣲 singer
𑣲 food
𑣲 outfit

yayy Sabrinaa

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@hourglassfae that sucks omg, stay safe. those are on my top 3 favs btw!

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@hourglassfae definitely fuck me eyes!! what's yours?

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@hourglassfae idk there's a lot of mean people here unfortunately lol but you guys are cool

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

i thought i would get bullied for using he/him on edtwt idk why, but yay i'm felling embraced

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@hourglassfae i knoww, love her so much

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@ibymbybmyl33 sure!

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

lex's tracking log ⋆★⋆
╰┈➤#edtwt 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨!!
20 ⋆ 1,64 ⋆ he/him
enby ⚧

⃠✟★. infos base
sw: 88 ⋆ cw: 75
gw: 60 ⋆ bmi: 27.9

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@skinbonebunny that's cool

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

disappear* now i feel stupid

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

i want my boobs and ass just to desapear god i hate being so dysphoric and fat

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

@Lily97454862481 yay thank youuu

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

i wish i could throw up so i could eat what i want but im emetophobic so hell naw

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

are u fucking kidding me i just got home and my mom ordered pizza and she only does that like 10 times in a YEAR. god they are testing me i swear

[lexx ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ (-/15kg) @cigsnwinee]

went to my dad's and i feel like i ate more than i should've. back to starving for 24h minimum