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burnout law stud craving for academic validation ⋆౨ৎ

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it took a lot to get this peaceful life, more than i ever thought it wud, but im so happy & content now that it was all worth-it. i really love how peaceful my life is, sometimes i can't believe everything i had to give up, i love this peaceful life sm wudnt trade it for anything

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i reallyyy looooveeeeeeee syahrinis perdonality like YEAH BABEEEEEEE

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gue takut bgt deh, ini kebayanya udh shipping ternyata dari tgl 21 huhuwww takut ga sesuai request, mau nangisss bgt :((((

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abis melakukan adegan dewasa, request design kebayaaaa

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kangen fdim sekalii~~

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there’s a saying that u either love like dostoevsky or kafka but ik the two can coexist.

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ditengah tengah sepanjang jalan menuju halte cawang sentral (nyambung sama halte) ada pohon cantik sekali gt ko bisa ya? pohonnya hanya ada bunga kecil kecil dipucuknya, kaya pohkn sakura cuma ga lebat, entah warna ungu atau putih, but it so pretty, more than pretty.

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aspired to be ole in every universe, always glad, always happy, always “wah trimakasih ayah, udah belikan jajan, aku sayang ayah” in an instant, right atm, benar-benar gaada yg ajarin dan gaada yg minta, tapi dia selalu begitu, ga berubah, urutannya begitu, that specific order.

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aou sm joong mau fokus music kah :( good luck love

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plssssss joongdunk gueewwwhwhe

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@GMMTV @ChenRcj @dunknatachai @tnbau1 @besevboom legendary lovers..

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ih joongdunk gueeeee, beneran sepatah hati itu. setara netjames cuma beda bagian ga kaget nya aja tp beneran patah hati parah

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habis liat video auau jealous dan sadar cowo kl jealous yg serem (no abusive yeahh) tuh attractive bgt yah. atau ak hanya halu? apa ituu attractive karna dia auau??

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yg pas masii dmd friendship tuh dia jg jealous lucu bgt dah, tp ga ke save nya, inii ke save nyaaaaa, jd super attractive.

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habis liat video auau jealous dan sadar cowo kl jealous yg serem (no abusive yeahh) tuh attractive bgt yah. atau ak hanya halu? apa ituu attractive karna dia auau??

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abis melakukan adegan dewasa, request design kebayaaaa

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netochka nezvanova ada yg jual g yaaa… incomplete book soalnya

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barusan melihat substack yang bilang nastenka was not real cus he was a dreamer, if she were to be real she would have asked for his name for at least once. and i cant stop thinking ab that.

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when im rich rich and dont have to work at all, hal yang aku lakukan dengan duitku adalah aku akan kuliah terus terusan, belajar terus terusan, semua kucoba. karna jujur banyak bgt hal yang ingin aku pelajarin: art, history, literature, language. yeah basically everything.

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substack tuh bagus bgt untuk menghindari doomscrolling tapi banyak orang indonesia yang tidak pakai huhu

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so achingly romantic to me.

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such a beautiful way of describing a love that feels too alive for the world to contain, to be so extraordinary that even those who have loved n lost would look upon it w longing. a love so beautiful that even the dead would grieve for never having known something like that.

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wishing for their love to be powerful enough to awaken even the dead, a love so consuming that even death seems too small. he wants their happiness to leave a mark on eternity, as though the mere fact of their loving one anotha shud be enough to make the universe feel smth ah god