Toxic vent
A toxic trait abt me is that jealousy motivates me to draw. It gets me out of art blocks and I canโt help but aspire to always be better than my friends and that really makes me suddenly improve quickly. Iโm working to understand that art isnโt a competition.
Just to clarify I donโt criticise or bring other ppl down bc it makes me feel better, I kinda see it as a motivation like GOSH I want to be as good as them. Iโm a bit like fujinoโฆ