having a thinner non disordered gf is so depressing especially when she calls herself fat in front of me and i feel like a piece of shit for being competitive with the person i love so much like i shouldn't wish that she was bigger than me im such an asshole but its just not fair
Hot take but "in moderation" is terrible diet advice for a lot of binge eaters because ppl don't understand that it gets to the point of a literal addiction you wouldn't tell an alcoholic to just have a little sip and expect that to solve their problems idk.